[I_Maverick]

I know this to to be, but thanks for pointing it out. I feel so low, so incapable. All I want to do is moan and complain – what I need to start doing is making action.

I know I can never gamble again so I am reaching out. I need to believe in myself again, to get some inner strength. To realise all is not lost – and I think deep down I believe it isn’t.

I have very close friends coming to visit, so I can relax a bit this weekend and enjoy myself and not think about what I have done. And then on Sunday, plan for MOnday and make next week really count, one day at a time.

Thanks JOhn, your words are appreciated.