Hi Vera,
Recovery was not ok. I was fearful of the new changes in my life and I have return to my old ways, I wanted a quick fix and took over the control of the steering wheel. I stop giving up my selfish, self-centered, self-seeking ways; my self-will.
When my mind is more settled, I will put my thought to words in here. It is not flowing right now, I did not want to glorify gambling.
It is 25th Jan and my company has not paid me my salary for the month of December 2016 and my final salary on 18 Jan 2017. They are breaking every employment acts.
I have already given money and made amend to my mum, sis, an elderly man, cleared all my bills and pass my blessing to people who needs it more than me, it was more than the amount of money if I was paid by my company.
I don’t have money but I had the money.
I just wanted to let you know, everything is not ok in recovery but I am ok.
I did not obey God but God did not abandon me, I am sure God has help me to do what I cannot do for myself.
I will update in detail soon…