Its been since 12th August since I gambled last, or there about. I went onto gamstop from here and registered, we did my and my husbands email addresses. I asked him to register his name too, since he has little interest in the gambling world he was more than happy to do this.
I’ve been reflecting on what I’m feeling, I’ve made some changes, my husbands made some changes too.
I listed my reasons for gambling the reason have always been loneliness, bereavement, stress or anger.
My hubby has tried hard to elevate the loneliness issue. Although tonight he was so tired after work and went to bed early… so I’ve been sat on my own. I don’t blame him for not trusting me, not even a little bit, but now its made me feel awful.
Staying awake because he doesn’t trust me, not because I’ve said I need more time with him … no less than I deserve, but still feels very sad