[Jacquespaul]

I believe the fog is lifting. I have re-read all of your posts and also my posts (And it’s true I do not make much sense in some of them. And could not action your wise words at the time; which took you time to compose and write for me).

So many thanks to:

Monicau 
i-did-it
vera 
finding_laura
charles 
geordie18
Jonny123987 
Monkey15

Who kept persisting even though i was blind by most help at the time.

I am in a slightly better place (in my mind that is) and have some hope for the future and my family.

Once again I know you have all helped and continue to help the ever growing personell who fall foul of this CG disease. I will endeavour through my experiences try to also help others as well.

Thankyou and sorry.