Still focused and staying away from machines. So far it’s been ok, but i haven’t had much stress which helps. I had one moment of thinking about g… but worked through it. Hoping I will be that strong when it pops again in the future. Keep thinking in these terms… i used to be a gambler and my last day was Jan 15th. All i can do is keep trying, remembering life is soooo much better without it. I have a ton of debt, but know it took 25 years to get here… it may take me that long to get out of dept. Hope you’re all hanging in there through good and tough times. I really appreciate your stories and strength!
