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Dear diary

Today was no different from gamble free day number one in recovery. Every gamble free day is important to me but today was the most important. Today is all that matters.

I admitted I was defeated by gambling, I become powerless when I gamble. Gambling has make my life unmanageable.

In the tradition of GA, I was gamble free for 97 continuous days after 11 years in recovery. It was not perfect but I am ok. I am happy, grateful and contented.

I can never gamble or drink like a normal person.

Gambling and drinking is a choice. Condition outside and inside me can change but gambling and drinking is no more an option for me, I am walking down a different street now.