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I have taken the first step to pray everyday and set aside some money to provide for the family again
But
I realize that I become very stubborn to change in life especially after I return to my old profession of many years.
Returning to my old work brings back many old ways; I persist stubbornly and fearlessly in work until I get the result.
There was no such thing as stop halfway and walk away, that is not how I sell.
It may work for me in sales but it fail me in life.
I have found comfort in acting out in many other ways this year. I have done it but nothing criminal.
It was good to loosen up and relax but to lose my moral compass and value is another thing.
When did doing the wrong thing in my life become the right thing to do?