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Thank you Vera.
I needed this because I cannot see my blind spots.
You are right, I do get tempted and many times I test myself.
When I have the money, the time and the opportunity when the right match appear, I really wouldn’t mind a gamble and it lead to more gambles. I will follow my will, not God’s will. This explain why I occasionally gamble.

It was only when I focus on denying my desires or self-will, and follow God that I am in recovery.
Vera, your message is timely. I have switched to self-centered living. I have lost my focus, my life is not centered on God.