[Monkey15]

Just spent an hour with my partner telling him what’s been happening with my GA. I nearly chickened out again, God, that was so hard. I feel so ashamed…..he was shocked and couldn’t believe what I’ve been doing and for so long. Feel flat now, he has gone into town, asked me to go with him but thought it best he has time to himself. I told about my thoughts of self harm, going to doc, Counselling and being gamble free for 48 days now. Hope this had made a difference to how he views this. I am going to give him an out when he comes back, to our relationship. He says he will support me but I want to make sure he doesn’t feel trapped.

Geordie thank you again for your wise words, will get to you later as feeling quite drained now.

Tina