Did lots of posting the last few days. No one should feel alone with this addiction. Had a good chat. Got out and planted my flowers finally. Wore out. But a good wore out. Going for a hot epsom salt bath with I really don’t want on a hot evening. But will help after having a therapeutic massage today. Then hopefully a good night sleep. I have one more large bit of paperwork hanging over me. I’ve decided tomorrow is the day to get to work. Then I wan’t to live more of an everyday life instead of always being behind the 8 ball with deadlines that are way past due. Oh and I checked back over the thread and I’m back to one year of clean time as of a couple days ago. And it was a day like any other! A gamble free chaos free day. Laura
