[lizbeth4]

So, last night I doubled my sleeping pill. Dumb move. But I had to get some sleep from my worries. I slept all day but have managed to take a shower, eat dinner as I have to work tonight. The nedt few months look bleak as I have other obligations to pay off. I will have to juggle, pay somethings late to get thtough this. It’s overwhelming at times. No one close to me that I can talk to. My Mom and Sister sense something is wrong but won’t say anything. I read on here that others gamble, a lot more money than I do and are able to recover the next payday. I don’t get it. It doesn’t compute. Well, I got my sleep but at a cost. I don’t feel well now. I need to figure things out.