[lizbeth4]

I’m not sleeping well. I woke very depressed and anxious. I’m not having gambling thoughts or urges. Just really in a bad place in my head. I’m praying that the work done on my house tomorrow and Thursday goes well. As for a job, I can’t accept anything till after September 5th as I have a cardiologist appointment for my annual checkup and yearly prescription renewal. The thoughts of being sued are also lingering in my head. I’m going to send any monies I can to them next month and show that I’m attempting to pay them. I can only do what I can do. What’s going to happen will happen. I feel like a burden right now!!! Trying to cope.