Thank you so much for replying to me even though you broke your hip. I hope the pain goes away and itgets healed soon.
My fiancé no longer complain about financial problems because he said he is cured. He is not even looking for treatment.
He said he wants to stop because he wants to build a family with me and he feels ready.
Today I tried to break up with him because of the pressure from my family and we both cried a lot.
He said he begged on his knees for me to stay strong and continue in the relationship.
In the end I couldn’t break up because I love him too much but I asked for a few days to make a decision.
He said if I want him out of my life I will be the one to break up because he never will.
I don’t know what is worse: his gambling addiction or the pressure from my family.
My father believes he wants to use my name to gamble since he already owes 100 thousand dollars.
Soon I will need a new support forum, this is for gamblers and this whole situation makes me feel suicidal. I took more than prescribed tranquilizers today.
The thing is, like I already wrote, if I marry him I have to go alone to a new country and I don’t trust he will never gamble again even though he says he’s cured. I will be completely dependent on him and alone.
My father has the best intentions but he hates him and said he will never accept. Like I said, he gave me an ultimatum: my fiancé or the rest of the family.
All my friends and aquintances think I should break up the relationship and I am not a member of any church.
I really think of giving up and find another man without this terrible problem but at the same time I feel selfish. I believe he has a disease, I also have another disease and he accepts me.
Thank you for reading all this.
I hope things will get better for me and I will be able to make a good decision.
Just the thought of leaving him already breaks my heart.
Take care of your hip.