Dear Kon, welcome to the Forum. Could I ask you where you got the money to start gambling again? Did you take out a loan without your wife knowing? Is there a different counselor you can see? Are you able to go to a support group like gambler’s anonymous? Having someone to talk about this addiction and the urges and feelings that go with it can help. Keeping yourself busy with activities can help fill some of the time you used to spend gambling. That can help keep you out of trouble! Keep writing about your feelings here. Better to have them out. Take care,
Laura
