[desdemona]

Dear (((Harry)))! Thank you for your kind encouraging post! Having said that I have lost my taste for gambling still means that I have to be on guard every day, as I could get thoughts and urges at any time. You are right that I have to believe in what I’m doing, and until I do, I’m not committed to doing whatever it is I’ve decided to do. I feel that I need to seize whatever life I have left, and try to enjoy it, to the best of my ability. Carole