[3raser]

the title says it all, i lasted 20 mins after money was deposited in my account, i felt like the world was at at peace when i was on my way to place a bet, 2hrs later i feel like i can create a war within the world, i feel like no one understands me so why should i accept anyone within my walls, this is how i isolate so many people i care about……8hrs later and i think i am ready to draw a line of acceptance under my losses. i have gambled my car insurance today but its ok, i want to gamble and i want to win but i want to change even more….tomorrow is day 1….take 2