[Ady]

Today the urge knocked in, but after 5 min. of debate and a veery tough talk to myself, I managed to kick it away. I just hope I don’t have to do this every single day. I am very much aware that is just a small win, just a small fight, but the battle will be long and hard. But I feel so good about it and proud of myself. Now I have 2 days off, tomorrow I plan to clean the room. Day after tomorrow I have to look for some present. Got to stick with the plan.
Thanks for the advice with the Gamban, but the payments back that have to be done, are far more urgent. As soon as I will have the chance, I will do it. Is just about prioritizing. Many bills to be paid.
Waiting for that paycheck.
And thank you for the encouragement. It does help