[ButterflyBeeBee]

So I have made it past day 30!

Instead of gambling like I wanted to (really bad cravings and thoughts to gamble. Thank god for gamban on both my laptop and phone!)

Instead of gambling away money this payday I have bought some lovely boots and jumpers ready for the autumn.

Feeling positive at the moment! Will update at day 40.

K,

Congrats on nine years! That is incredible! I know what you mean about that horrible sinking feeling.

I pray you never have to feel that feeling again xxx