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Thank you all for your support, I have missed everyone here too. I have wanted to post but didnt through fear of others reading and then i thought to hell with it, those who dont understand won’t.. I have no support from the people I have told.. but i do have support from here and GA and the like.. I need to grab onto that support and fight for freedom as I am in such a bad place. I have the tiniest spark in me of hope but the rest is pretty black.. If it weren’t for my little family I dont think i would have survived. Some days I dont even want to. Sick horrible thinking but that is whats happened. Im clinging to the shred of me that is left.