[Semaj]

Day 3 of my restart and withdrawal starts to kick in. Began some introspection after reading some posts and realised that my CG began a few months after being diagnosed with depression which stemmed from a mixture of work and family issues. Not sure if theres a relation though. Ive also been drinking nightly for the past few months so that I could stay asleep thru the night. I know it’s unhealthy, and on retrospect, drinking made me gamble more recklessly while I still gambled. But these days it helps take my mind off it and the worry of money problems. Gotten keep the drinking in check eventually. Least it’s been another clean day. ODAAT.