[3raser]

I think I’m about to break some records, i can’t remember the last time i went this long without gambling, 22 years with it slowly consuming me, if i didn’t gamble it’s only because I’d run out of money and was waiting for pay day. I don’t believe in looking back or stressing about things i cannot change but sometimes i think about how different my life would have been if i hadn’t put gambling first before everything and everyone. Money will be tight for a few months but i no longer see gambling as a way of topping up my finances.
Today i did not gamble