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Monica1
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Well today same old, same old. In bedroom watching tv and iPad. Eating a light diet but managed to do myself a light breakfast and lunch after getting up at 6.30am, a bit more normal. Had a very strange dream though in which I was having an affair with Vladimir Putin surrounded by lots of kgb men. What on earth does that mean?
Well I was beginning to get the usual bored and fed up when I was rung about a job in my field. Would mean staying away but it is actually doable financially, So I am applying. It made me realise how I am just an inch away from changing my life for the better and that all things can change in an instant, i also wonder whether I am looking at my situation realistically ie whether I am well enough. But on balance, I think I should make all efforts to get back to where I was.

I was then rung about a job which would mean a stay away