[3raser]

Thank you everyone, Jonny i am right behind you hang in there 🙂

Nearly at my point of my last relapse, i feel like I’m in a false sense of security as I’m not overwhelmed by the urge to gamble, i don’t want to be become complacent as that is when I’ll be most vulnerable.
I had a job interview today, only for a different position at where i work now, for the first time i was able to focus on something productive. Usually i wouldn’t have my phone in my pocket vibrating when there was goals, excusing myself to the bathroom when there wasn’t any so that i could check.

Today I was a normal person, focusing on my future without being consumed by my addiction.

Today was a good day. The weekend is looming. This is my hard part. The journey continues