Thank you for your comment Steph.
We have to be strong saying no to casino invitations. For me it has been easier now since I wouldn’t have the money to gamble anyway, I’m just afraid that when I get paid and vacations are over I’ll start going to the casino again with coworkers. Maybe I’ll tell them I have a problem and would rather stay away from casinos for a while.
I was watching videos from a german youtube channel where he says he went to rehab and didn’t even have money for the key deposit when he got there, and that as a gambling addict one is always like that, not having money to do anything. I can relate so much to that. Now Im meeting some family for a few days in another city. I thought it would be better than staying at home all day. But what if they want to go to an expensive restaurant? This feeling of having close to 0 all the time (plus debt of course) is awful and I really hope and want not to feel that way again in my life!