Thank you Jonny and Laura for your posts. Laura, your posts are always verysupportive with great insight into where others are at. Jonny, ty, I hope you are right. When watching myself on the film, as well as being shocked with how I looked, I thought this girl needs a good long dose of happy. I mean natural happy, not drug induced. My daughter, who is a keen astrologer, says that for the past three years, which have not been fun for her either, has both our Saturn’s returning to Sagittarius which generally causes some real problems. It last happened 29 years ago which was a very rough time for me too. She said it is now shifting into Capricorn and things would shift. 2017has without doubt been one of the worst years ever for me. I will be glad to see the back of it. I am 60 next Monday 27th. Well, the day has just started for me so,let’s see what it brings.