[3raser]

I actually got to day 10 without gambling. My moods are more consistent, i focus more at work, thinking carefully about money but today i got paid, money is tight because of the gambling mess i got myself into and all i can think of is putting my money on a bet, doubling it and not worrying about money this month, losing wouldn’t be an option but i never ***** on losing but i don’t want to go back to day 1, i don’t want to chase until i don’t have a penny again, i don’t want to spend xmas hating myself as much as i did 10 days ago so i resisted my inner voice and i resisted the desire to gamble