[Tango74]

Not all of the money I had in my account is left, but not because of gambling. Just buying stuff – light bulbs, shower gel, breakfast cereal. The usual stuff, the stuff ordinary people do without thinking. Amazingly for me, that’s still a big deal, it’s like I was about 12! And, previously once I had done something ‘normal’, I would ‘reward’ myself with a gamble. Sound familiar? What ludicrous and crazy thinking, but a CG rationalises that at the drop of a hat.

They say the first bet is the one to avoid and I’d like to keep it that way.