[3raser]

i think this is bigger than me or any tactics i may try, the urges keep winning, i only gambled a small amount of money today but i still gambled. i dont know if i will ever beat this or regain any quality of life again. my life sucks and whats worse is there is so many people whos lives suck through no fault of their own. this is all my own doing, i feel so selfish. i will try again tomorrow and the next day and the day after that