[mammag24]

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nI am 53, make 100k a year and literally have nothing. I dream of winning the lottery so I can have a nice house and stuff, but in reality if I quit gambling – I could have all that. I spent 25 years in the military and I honestly feel like the biggest failure because of this addiction. I don’t know where to start, who to talk to (I don’t have alot of friends) – I cry all night sometime and just want the addiction to stop. I don’t even really enjoy it – I just cant stop.