I have days like that too, Lizbeth.
Regret can weigh us down and turn us into bitter, resentful people. Recently we visited a relative who has a new house extension. When the cost was mentioned, my immediate thought was ” I could have paid for that three times over”. An ex work colleague bought a house for cash two years ago. We were earning the same salary…..we could scourge ourselves with these thoughts, Lizbeth and the past will still not change. Just let the thoughts come. Sit with them. Many people have done idiotic things with money. We didn’t deprive anyone of their essentials , Liz.
The people we tortured most of all is ourselves.
Better days ahead! We have to believe that or we would fall into despair.
Money is the least of our losses.
