coffee break deserved
I’ve gotten a lot accomplished in the last couple hours. I needed to do that. I walked the dog and cleared my head. I folded all my clothes and packed as I put away. Most things ticked off my list so just a little packing left to do and one more load of my clothes. I’m packing light and hope to do some shopping.
I will have family with me everywhere i go and they all know I had a very serious gambling problem. They are my best barrier really. They would challenge me if i even mentioned it. My credit cards are with my husband for his shopping and I’ve left very little cash in the bank. I’ve paid my bills and CC payments. I need to focus on my recovery and staying that way, in recovery.
I have one card for my use on my trip. I intend to spend it looking for needed clothing for myself and my oldest son who is in college and put on a little weight. He’s grown out of all his clothes so I’m going to see if I can pick up several items at good prices.
I’m grateful I”m at least feeling well enough to do a little shopping in between appointments. This real is going to be a wellness trip for me.
Laura