It’s not a crime to be a bit late on bills, Lizbeth. Pay the essentials. Don’t play into their hands. Some of these corporate bodies are ruthless. You have no intention of embezzling them . Don’t allow them to demoralize you. You still have your dignity. I have to say that listening around the rooms in GA it is apparent that the members who “go by the book” are the people who succeed in staying free of gambling. Those who adapt the “My way or the highway “approach often find ourselves in deep s%&* after a while. Do you still attend GA? Even if you listen and read the literature, your mindset will gradually change. I’m heard the least likely people coming out with very profound insights. Stay focused Liz. You will get the better of this addiction. The baby is lucky to get you as a minder. You are a very kind person and well experienced with babies. Bills come and go, Liz. They will be all paid of in God’s own time. Trust in Him to keep you on the straight and narrow.One day at a time. I’m praying for you.
