Cat thanks for your last post. I always find you very supportive and caring and it is comforting to me. I think I was having a pity party when I posted about my Mother and Sister. It is what it is!! The only difference is how I let it affect me and what I learn from it. I know that I have a lot to give and I am going to meet new people and find new friends here. It is just hard sometimes when the world as you have known it for 29 years is taken away from you and you have to start over. I have days that I struggle without my Husband but I have good days also. He is always with me!!! A good thing is that I haven’t had many gambling urges and I have been able to squash them quickly. I hope you are having a good day!! Take care.
