Cat thank you for your supportive post. You are such a sweet woman. Your words do bring me comfort. I woke early with a severe headache. I am posting before I wake my daughter and grandson. My daughters haven’t been talking for some time now due to my youngest daughter’s lifestyle and hurtful things she has done. I feel like I have to keep my emotions inside as not to upset my grandson and my oldest daughter doesn’t want to talk about her sister. I’m not having a good feeling about this. I’m so scared but I can’t fall apart. If this wern’t enough, there are 3 wildfires in my state right now. The smallest is about 40 miles from my new home. It has been windy which is fueling the fires. There is a change that we might have some rain the next few days. I sure hope so. I feel like I am such a downer right now. I am trying to hang on to anything positive. I feel like I can say anything here and not be judged. I am hanging on to hope.