[KierenWJCollins]

I have reported my card lost today, the problem was that I knew the card numbers off by heart so I need a new one so I cant use it any more. I am exactly the same I would love to buy my own home and it makes me feel sick to my stomach to think the money I have wasted could have been descent deposit on a nice house 🙁

I will keep you informed how I get on butch, I have been strong enough today just about but I can feel the temptation creeping up on me as I talk about not doing it 🙁