Hey Butch,
It has got to the point with me where I could destroy my debit card and never see it again but that would not help, I know the long card number, sort code account number security code on the back all off by heart. I have told a few family members and a couple of friends it still does not seem real to me or them! Its like I have am taking a backseat and watching this situation unfold in someone elses life. I feel a little bit better for admitting that I have a problem but it still feels like I have weight of the world on my shoulders… I was making up bills with my wages telling family that I had bills here there and everywhere I was spending about 400-500 a month I have cut that right down though I have only spent about 250 this month which I hate and it makes me feel sick to my core saying that out loud.