I went to the library and to my Mom’s house today. I checked the mail to see if the loan company had sent a letter about the 2 deferred payments that were agreed upon on the 14th of this month. Nothing. Phone calls again on Monday to straighten this out. My youngest Daughter and Sister text me with bad news today. I tried to be supportive. I’m overwhelmed, depressed and can find no inspiration in my life. I’m traveling down that dark place again. Something has to give. I am at the end of my rope!! I haven’t felt this way since my Husbands death. I don’t know how much more I can take. It serms everything is going to hell. As much as i try, I keep going backwards and can’t gain any ground. I do feel hopeless!!! I don’t know where to turn or what to do. I feel like all I’m doing is complaining and no one wants to hear it. Suggestions???? Any advice would help.
