[i’m_free]

You know, it’s hard to breath and my heart feels effected by the stress of this big relapse which was too long. Way too long… how could I have been in denial for that long? I really am happy to have counseling starting tomorrow. My health is starting to be effected along with the bank account. My well being is lessening more and more. Compulsive gambling is not a coping strategy it’s an addiction. How many times do I have to learn a hard lesson?