[lizbeth4]

I woke early to take my Mother grocery shopping. She is capable of doing this herself. She wanted to argue and start a fight so I just left as she was playing the victim again. I let her into my life a bit more than usual as she knows about my last gambling episode and finances. I feel like she uses against me to make me feel bad about myself. I already feel bad enough. Time to shut her out again. BLAH!!!! It is raining which is nice!