You weren’t weak, you have an addiction.
If you knew this would happen to you when you first started gambling would you still go down that road?
I doubt any of us would have ever imagined we would end up where we are due to our gambling. I would have run for the hills if I had forseen what would happen, straight out that venue door and never looked back.
Lizbeth, you have a lot going on right now.
Its natural to be emotional. Its hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Be it small, its there.
When did you go to the library last? I haven’t heard you speak of it for a while?
Do they have any groups there, like a bookclub, morning tea, something to get you out of that house and back into the land of the living?
I don’t know how old you are Lizbeth, but if you are in the ‘older’ category, is there perhaps a community centre with groups/art/exercise/garden club?
I’m grasping at straws I know, but I can hear the lonliness in your posts, the world isn’t going to come to you Lizbeth, you need to go out and get it.
Just a few small steps, be open to the possibilities.
I know its hard to get motivated when you feel down, but if nothing changes, nothing changes.
Love K xxxxx
