Hi everybody!
I have to apologize , i found it really hard to find the time to come here again,and continue my progress on a gamble free life.
I am currently sitting in one of the open groups which is empty..it would have been nice to have a little chat,but at least i have time to write here!
So my last post was 3 weeks and 5 days ago, haven’t touched any slots, betting slips or scratchcards ,nothing,so i am really happy that i was behaving.
Keeping yourself really helps, lots of work, had some good days off with my girlfriend, went to visit Leeds Castle,spent two days there, sleeping in a tent, which was bloody cold lol, trying go ape for the first time(you know the tree top adventure) had really good fun!
The best thing is i hadn’t really been thinking about gambling,sometimes day go by without even thinking about it…sometimes i get the voice in my head, go just a little bet, it will be okay , but i know i must NOT!
It is funny actually, sometimes i am thinking im going mental, having an argument with myself.
I am reading what other people are posting,and it is just terrible, how gambling can destroy lives…what is the most disgusting for me ,that all that so called online casinos and betting shops how disgustingly forcing it onto people with their advertisement, i mean come on,i can’t use the internet without having to close countless pop up advertisements, or when you watching tv late at night there is a casino advert every 2 minutes, it should be all banned in my opinion,why they can’t do the same like they did with the cigarette adverts?because its not bad for your health?i think it is 10 times worse than smoking….
Anyway , that is all from me know, been a long day, tomorrow there is a new one, i will stay strong!!
