Bee, you are where each of us have been countless times . You have had two (or nearly two?) full days free this week. That’s a great start.
What can u do now ? Say goodbye to the money and accept t is gone forever . Draw a line in the sand and start again. You will beat this you know – each time you lapse put a new barrier in place . Shut down an account , buy a gambling block for your laptop, attend GA, go to the groups on here – give control of your money to your husband . There are so many small steps you cAn take , that can make this your last fling with gambling .
Do try that counsellor . You maybe need a new way to help you deal with your grief.
You will stop gambling you know . your honesty is brilliant and shows how committed you are to stopping . Hang in there . All is not lost – just some time and money .
What’s gone is gone – let it go and don’t glance back over your shoulder – keep looking forward .
You will beat this.
