Beautiful psalm Kin. The light of God is within you Monica. The homeless man you fed is witness that it shines from within you. You are a good decent person who deserves to sort this addiction out and have a good life! I think you are someone who gets pleasure and satisfaction out of helping others but your battery was depleted from being so sick and without a lot of support. I hope you can replenish yourself Monica. The world is all the better when you are shining brightly within it. Have a good day. Laura
