[gusgusin]

I went to card room awhile ago. Talk to the manager and security. And ask them to banned me. They are reluctant and gave me silly smile. Just what i thought, I think they are not serious about this matter. Then i insist, they give forms and formal letter. They ask so many question, why and why. The security talk outloud why im banning myself i think to embarrass me or to hear it with the players. That doesnt stop, i signed the letter and paper works, Picture with cctv. Told the guard outside if it happens to see me around the room kick me. The feeling is different but not free at all. But now i can have a deep breath.