As Jonny says,
you have a to be grateful for. You don’t want to be a burden to your loved ones. But giving up and dying will give them the burden of grief. They will wonder what more they could have done, where they went wrong, how they could save you.
If you have nothing but your life and your family support, no job, no money, poor mental health, you can come back from all of those things. Medication for depression usually takes six weeks to fully kick in. And that is if the medication being tried will work for you. It can be a trial and error thing. Can you take a sick leave from your job? Would your GP put you off even though he’s a jerk? People need support when they are going through depression and often need to be away from work where it is just too difficult to function. Please don’t give up !!! Find that fight in you to get the help you need. Get well! That is what you can do to thank your family for their help.
Laura