As I wait for the appliance repair man, (they called yesterday), I am REFLECTING on my life, my actions, how I relate to others. This week has been hard. Firstly, I feel like I give my all only to feel let down by others. Yes, it does sound like a pity party. I won’t wallow long! My Grandson is having issues. Am I the only one who sees this? He got in trouble twice this week at school and had to bring home behavior slips for his Mommy to sign and of course he had to face consequences for his actions. So he is grounded from his electronics. There are other things which are out of character going on with him. I didn’t hear, is there anything going on, is something bothering you? I slept with him last night and I asked those questions. I didn’t get much of a response. I held him tight and snuggled him. I just felt a lot of sadness from him. He was in a better mood this morning and was talkative on the way to school. I am just worried that this is being taken too lightly. I have had a headache all morning and now have a sore throat. Maybe I didn’t escape the cold germs after all. I am ready to go home and stay put for awhile. I am learning that I should put myself first. Okay, I am a slow learner.
