Today is another bright morning, but I still feel the doom and gloom from the binge gambling I did over a week ago- finacially it is just a nightmare! I am trying to do all I can to recover in that area, but I feel like for the past 5 years I have gotten nowhere finacially, and I know that is true because every time I just keep messing up and then have to dig out and it’s a cycle I hope ends and I don’t repeat again! I know the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results, so does that mean I am insane, and all of us here that do it over and over are lol.. I don’t think so, but I do think I, we have to break this cycle once and for all… Easier said then done, but I am going to stay as determined as I possibly can. Doesn’t mean I don’t think about gambling, to win a big amount quick- would be nice, but it never happens. No amount is ever big enough, it all goes right back in and then loose even more! Well, hope everyone has a good gamble free day!!
