So, a new commitment. I am not going to think of the past, only the present and try and plan for the future. That mean I deal with urges to gamble, they are my depression talking.
I am going to focus what has to be done, to prioritise, to try and be responsible. I have used the depression as an excuse for too long. I can get better if I make the effort and do the right things.
gambling is in the past, so I won’t think about that. I will place a blocker on my mind.
Mistakes re career are in the past
mistakes re drugs are in the past
that is done.
Tim to move on.
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference.
I cannot change the past, so therefore I accept it arts and all.
I can change my present existence through thought, planning, hard work and determination with a little bit of luck
I hope I know the difference.
Much love