[i-did-it]

Alliesmum

I guess experience has taught me not to trust him with too much – sad by true.
I learn slowly but I do learn .
I couldn’t bear for him to use it against me in front of my son and I know he would .
I want my son to always see me as his lovely mammy .
Maybe that’s a lie , maybe it’s wrong , but that’s what I am to him despite all my faults – and I want it to stay like that .

Does that make sense to you ?
Often I feel
I want to tell him all – but deep down I know I can’t .