All the best with tomorrow Tina. I played it over so many times in my mind how I would tell my husband and what his reaction would be. In the end I was finally relieved to get it over with. The imagining was worse! It’s 1:38 am in the morning here and worried about my sons who are out on icy roads. I’m tired but having a hard time sleeping. You’ve been doing great Tina. You’ve been honest with the counselor. If the crisis assessment gets you some additional support it may not be a bad thing. Your thoughts were dark thoughts at a low point when you felt alone. But you are tackling things and putting in place support systems. You are learning more about this addiction/illness. I love the idea of the herb gardens! We are just starting winter. I’m thinking of an indoor herb garden for winter. Praying for strength for you! ~Laura